what new feelings(:




hoho. today was funfunfun :D. gosh. i need some inspirational stuff to post here :D.
okay, today, had geog. the whole class almost fell asleep man. haha.
then had PE. omg. played soccer. darn spastic. i fell down man. :D.

then i blocked the ball with my thigh. darn pain i tell you ==. then my side had like 5 defenders luh. we all ran up to the guy who had the ball :D. so it was darn hard for them to score. bwahahahaha. okay, then after spaztic soccer, went to sports hall play bball. 5v5. haha. i didnt get to shoot luh ==. no confidence. nvm. shall train more :D. then had like 1hour recess :D.

then i slept during bio&ALMOST ponned chinese. D:
the library was too comfty alr man
slept on the floor :D.

then had air rifle after school. darn tiring ==. i too long never hold the rifle alr. my shots were screwed up =.=. okay, then went for physics tution. almost fell asleep luh D:
then now im home. im smelly cause ive yet to bath :D.

hoho. No One Else is in TWO DAYS :D. thank God for bringing my church so far(:
oh, i realised, that now, when i pray, theres always this reassurance that my prayer wilol be answered. theres this faith in me. and i noticed, whenever i have faith, my prayer is answer. like that time my dad had fever after coming back from china. he stayed at a hotel after coming back so as not to infect us.

I Prayed That Night.

i told a very very very worried mum that my dad's fever will be gone by the morning. and true enough. the next morning, my dad's fever disappeared(:
looks like God's starting to show me that anything is possible if we believe in him luh(:
gosh. who knows, next time i might be able to perfrom miracles. like go lay my hand on some paralysed guy and he'll be able to walk :O. SO COOL! :D. anyway, Thank You God, for blessing me in such abundance in my life(:

oh, and i just realised falling down in soccer is fun! :D
i shall go bath now :D
i smell ==
Blogged @ 6:57 AM
Don't let me go -

and my only wish is to see You, face to face.

okays, today was reeetarded :D.
my school mondays are always darn slack man.
so went to school, had this cyber wellness talk on gaming :D
then had bio.

i dont take bio! :D

so went to library second floor to slack. watched stay alive&incredibles&abit of final destination. idk 1,2 or 3.
then had Emaths. slept during second period. darn shiok i tell you :D
then had phy. omg. i think i finally understand my first topic! :O
then after sch went to see doctor. then went tuition.
now im home :D. just ate a mighty big dinner =.=. darn full omg. OH! my tuition teacher said i slimmed down! :D. darn happeh. hahaha. anw, im bloated now, so i shall go do situps&pushups later :D.
so anw, tmrw gonna go out with my soon-to-be migrating mei, cally. :O
and i just remembered that i should throw winnie's letters away ==.
i shall do it tmrw :D.
oh,

IM GONNA PLAY BBALL IN SCHOOL TMRW! :D. bringing my ball. gosh. i hope i dont make a fool of myself =.=

anw, thats all for today.
OH WAIT. HAHAHAHA. beatrice asked me what is 'niu rou(chinese)' HAHAHAHAHA. she thought it was tortoise =.=. its beef, for those non-chinese&chinese noobs out there :X
anw, gng be a good boy&do work now :D.
tata~




you drive me crazy.
Blogged @ 6:08 AM
Don't let me go -

I need to grow taller! ._.


its sunday D: tmrw got school again. pfft :/
school's darn boring man): but sadly, we need it to survive. its unfair!

anw,
today went for cell in church :D
woke up at 8. slept again till 8.30. fortunately, managed to reach church on time at 9 :D
then, after cell went to the hall for youth service.
zack/yuhern kept playing with my hoodie. D: i think he stretched it.
then same thing happened after service. was chasing a very high zack/yuhern around the hall ==


and i just realised that im always tagged on photos as some lovesick fool luh. walau. im so not lor
i think :x

HAHAHAHA. anw, then after church went to play bball :d. bought a 70 bucks basketball and went to my old condo to play. heh. im not as bad as i thought. at least i scored lor. XD. but i got too dehydrated i felt like puking after awhile :x. then i drank too much drinks till i was too bloated&couldnt play ==. SORRY ZACK :X

anw, then went my house and we played rockband for like 4hours man. WAHAHAHAHA. darn mad. xD.

okay, so thats about all :D. gosh. i need some emo stuff to blog about. wahahaha.

DDDD: tmrw got school.
&some stalker just tagged my sissy deborah's blog :O



im in a dilema
Blogged @ 7:05 AM
Don't let me go -

END OF THE WEEK :D


hohoho
its the end of the week yo! :D
yeah man. more people are populating my blog :D
for once my blog is really being revived :D
im darn bored luh
gonna conf. with my friends soon(:
anw, i just realised that i cannot have tuition at night ==.
i just cant concentrate. then i end up pissing my teacher off and i start the weekend off badly.
im hungry :D
but i cant eat. just skipped.
i need to grow taller man :D
oh gosh. what cool random rants. :D



okay. today i ponned chinese remedial :D. then got home, rang the bell but no one came. so i broke into my house again :D yeah man. next time can be infiltrator :D work for the military. HAHAHAHA. then i realised that my mum was at home once i climbed into my house =_= okay, then i maple-ed :D. &to all you noobs out there that think maple is lame, its not okay? its a nice pasttime :D its like the only thing i play now luh. ive lost interest in games XD anw, then i went on to do work. couldnt realy get anything done. darn tired. pffft. so i ended up fb-ing&smsing :D. OMG. I WANNA GO HILLSONG CONCERT TMRW D: darnn it. nevermind. i shall be a good boy and stay home to mug. xD.

okay,&sunday im gonna throw away all the old letters that winnie wrote to me. im going to GET over YOU.

:D

okay, shall end here. MORE TAGS PLEASE :DDDD
Blogged @ 7:56 AM
Don't let me go -

thats just how life is


Choose the present moment when our hearts throb faster and we touch each other
Go forward towards the end of time

I murmured in the night of one empty sky after another
The words which said "See you tomorrow"
They are like the sun which shines and illuminates the surroundings
I'm scorched by its strength and eternity

If there is one thing to be left behind
It would be this instantaneous smile which held on to existence
If there is only one thing to be protected, it would be your future

In an instant, choose this world which shakes and tremors
I've always soared above the land of fate
I'm secretly hiding the flame which has lit in my heart
I will give my present and future to you

Your narrowed eyes came into my mind first
The endlessly spreading sky
I saw the illusion of you who have found wings on your back
Going far off into the distance

Every time you dressed up coldly
Something is being crushed by a thick sound
Be sure to come across
Every lit up color

I will choose you and the present in which both cannot be replaced
You've always worn a rainbow at night
The strength which is certainly there will change into time
I will cross the sky and sea

Choose the present moment when our hearts throb faster and we touch each other
I'm sure we can live for fate
Someday, the disappearing flame will change into wishes
I will give my dreams and future to you...
I will cross the sky and sea...

today. i went to bukit batok for some stuff.
after i was done, TRIED to go home by mrt.
guess what? stupid ez-link card had no money ==
freaking retarded luh. my card had like 99 cents. but i could only tap with one dollar -.-
so in the end i had to ask the station manager for help. darn pai seh sia. i even tried to top up ten cents :X
thankfully, the guy let me through without charging me anything :D

so now, randomly enough, as im typing this post.
i realise. thats just how life is.
sometimes we can be so, so close. yet, because of some minor problem, we can also be so, so, far away.
and most of the time, we let our pride get in the way of seeking help. thats our problem.
because we cant set aside our pride, thats the reasons for us not being able to accomplish alot of stuff.

because
we
dont
seek
help

and who else better to seek help from, but our dear Heavenly Father?(:
in this case, He's portrayed by that nice malay station manager :D
so, bottom line is. sometimes, we need to set aside our pride, and ask for help(:
we shouldnt let our pride get in the way of things.
im not saying, for those non-christian friends out there, that you HAVE to have a religion and ask God for help. no, basically im just saying that if we need help, we should just ask. be it asking our friends, family or even God.

sometimes we just have to put our pride aside to move ahead(:


Blogged @ 5:38 AM
Don't let me go -

omg. darn inspirational video :O

Blogged @ 8:49 AM
Don't let me go -

Once more I'm looking at this world,
Dust and after-images, and faint shadows

You have the Resolution,
To shoulder all those burdens on that imposing back of yours

What do I want to do? And why?
Didn't I decide to go on a lonely journey?

Don't let go of this hand
Your feelings are crossing over
And causing the sleeping wish in my heart to awaken
At the furthest end of this powerful gaze
Are two figures with no trace of doubt...
Thats why we'll keep going towards the future

Looking at this crumbling scenery,
I came to realize the miracle of living

Hoping for a special meaning,
I walked hesitantly down the road without a path

Do I want to believe? Yes I want to believe
Because I want to walk this path with you!

Don't avert your gaze
Even though I can't put this into words,
I desire you from the bottom of my heart.
At the furthest end of this hope
are two figures with no trace no doubt...
Thats why we'll move on to the next place.

Anger and sorrow,
as shown me joy more than anything else.
Besides, I am always aware
Of you standing right next to me

All the time
There is no need to fear

Hold this hand tightly
Because a power which only you hold
Is turning dreams to reality
At the furthest end of this powerful gaze
Are two figures with no trace of doubt
Thats why we'll keep going towards that future

Credits:
JOINT
Mami Kawada
p.s this is an english translation of the japanese song :D




guess what? its my birthday today(:
i think i just realised that my life is so blessed :D
its like i have so many friends and all. i just never noticed
its only been recently, when ive become more close to God that i realise¬ice so many things around me
okay i shall stop this. sounds so darn emo. XD.

okay, today i went to play pool with my VS friends. i totally owned man. XD.
then about 5 i went to debsissy's house :D. went to the playground to play. then went swimming.
darn funny&retarded luh.
ate a super late dinner. so i just got home. XD. waiting for the heater to heat up. so im blogging :D
&something darn weird happened this morning at 12.05am luh. wahahahaha.
i need to get over you =____=


*edit*
eck. i think i need some music :D
&yuhern has a new Christian name :D
Zackary
Blogged @ 8:00 AM
Don't let me go -

heh. its been so long since i last did a blog post.
ill start from this blog since it has all the old posts :D
i cant erase the past so, theres no point in starting a new blog.

wahahaha. alot has changed since my last blog post.
im sure most of the people reading will know most of the stuffs, so theres no point posting it.

well, with that.
i'll formally revive this old blog of mine.
starting from this day :D
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