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2009-08-19T05:09:00.000-07:00

Larger than life

heh heh. been awhile since i posted. xD.
alot has happened man.
heh. and im finally studying for my CA's. XD. like, for ONCE man. XD.
okay, uhm, i dont have much to post about, but i wanna ask my friends out there to cheer up and not be sad :D. i shant mention names here, but still, you know who you are :D.

i just wanna say, that even when you're feeling down, dont resort to self hurt methods to feel better. ive been there(: i know how it feels like. but my knife was never sharp enough to cut, so dont worry about it. XD. anyway, dont hurt yourself. instead, find someone to talk to. i know it may not be easy and you'll feel like keeping it all in, but thats not the solution. if you do that, eventually one day itll be too much and youll just explode. like boom. xD.

so, basically, dont cut. it also drains you of precious blood. XD.

okay, now back to other stuff.
oh, my classmate got reprimanded for his blog ==. his mother tounge teacher somehow read his blog, which, apparently, he wrote some pretty bad stuff bout teachers.

lesson learnt - if you wanna defame people, MAKE YOUR BLOG PRIVATE. XD.

i mean, im not encouraging it, but thats basically what a blog is for what. to scribble down some thoughts and to vent your anger. but SOME people just cant seem to let others have their way and THEY just HAVE to lodge a complain. which in turn, the author is forced to delete that blog. if thats the case, whats the point of a bloody blog? ==

so, if you wanna keep a blog, when you vent your frustrations, try not to- no wait. DONT mention names. use code names if you like. UN-obvious code names. or, if you really have to mention names, keep your blog private. like, only let your friends with permissions to read or sth. XD. so yeah

im gonna go bath now. depressed people out there, TAKE CARE :D. ill be praying!

2009-08-13T05:15:00.000-07:00

i am sick.

people. please pray for me(:

2009-08-10T23:37:00.000-07:00

Miracles do happen(:

you know what? i had a high fever today. like 38.7 and all. i felt like dying. i volmited. i ahd a major headache. i couldnt move from the bed cause i felt darn giddy. then, guess what? my mum prayed for me. then i went to sleep(: i woke up feeling better. then when i got up, i suddenly felt like puking.

so, i closed my eyes. my last ditch attempt at being well again. i prayed. i told God that i was sorry that i had doubts last night, as you can see in the post below :x
then i prayed for His healing touch. i told God that i had the faith that He would heal me. then i started singing 'From The Inside Out' by Hillsong. then i took my temperature. 37.2.

miracles do happen. for me, my faith has healed me(: i feel perfectly fine alr. except maybe abit dizzy. XD. but i can move about alr.

i am healed.

oh, and thanks to debs and abby for praying for me :D

and thank You, God for healing me(:

2009-08-10T06:50:00.000-07:00

do you know whats worth fighting for?

aish. had fever today. and if that isnt bad enough, i feel like shit.
why's the world so screwed up? why does life even exist anyway?
and why does a church have to be so complicating? shouldn't it be like a safe haven? instead of a bloody gossip ring. i know nothing is perfect, but of all things, why a GOSSIP ring in a CHURCH?
even though that darn gossip rign might not be appicable to me, it pisses me off. its a church for goodness sake =.=
and thats not all. seems like its hard to make friends anymore. friends get stolen away. well, friend. but still, a friend is a friend. even if its only one. what is up with this world now? ugh.

everything's screwing up now. im even considering another church =.=
what the shoot.

bloody hell. now my ipod's missing. my parents are both pissed off at me. what the shoot. now i myself cant be sure if it was stolen ==. aish. i wanna trust my friends, but.. aish. im just gonna pray.

2009-08-07T08:55:00.000-07:00

Greatest day :D

today(friday) went out with abby, sean, celine, phoebe, beatrice, debs, yuhern and david :D
we were supposed to meet at like 1pm at harbourfront luh. then celine 12pm then reach home ==. bathe like uber long man. then we like 1.30 then leave her house. HAHAHAHA.

okay, then went to harbour front, met yh and went to the kopitiam(:
met the rest there. then we crapped for awhile and went upupup to the cinema.
yuhern and david went MIA for awhile. walau. those two like some emo couple luh =.=
then david pushed beatrice at the sky park and she tripped over a bag and rolled down the slope. HAHA :x. fortunately she stopped before hitting the curb man. haha. Thank God luh(: later got injury =.=.

okay, then went daiso, bought some stuff to smuggle into the cinema. omg. i just realised that the inflatable balloon and small brush i bought was in the plasitc bag with the trash and i threw it away. =.= AHHH. 4bucks gone -.-

okay, then went to the movie. darn retarded luh, we kept screaming before the movie started. HAHAHAHA.
the movie was not bad(:
then after that we went to crap around, beatrice left and we met samantha. then she said hi and left =.=. then went to eat. da pao-ed subway and went to the sky park to eat :D. darn fun man. haha. then debs left for tuition. then we crapped alot and then went to pet safari(: then went home :D

me sean and yh followed the train all the way to tanah merah cause we had nothing better to do :X. then went seven eleven and bought drinks :D. then me and sean took bus to mrt and zack went off wandering :/

okay, then now im home and im tired :D. gonna go watch my full metal alchemist and then sleep alr. nights people :D

koibito(:

2009-08-01T13:18:00.000-07:00

No One Else

its 4.18am. for once im not tired.
this is weird.
i never thought itd be so hard.
i feel like crying.
its hard not to, but im holding it in..(:

i stood at the highest point of my home.
the cool night air was battering at my face.
i looked out towards the city.
bright, bright lights.
holding up the ring to my eye level, i looked at the cramped up buildings of Singapore through the ring.
where should i throw it?
i thought to myself.

i looked back towards Zack and David.
what if the ring hits someone?
i said out loud. but deep inside, i knew it was an excuse. i didnt want to throw the ring away.
i never knew it was so hard. why couldnt i just let go of the damn ring? a few minutes ago i just dumped winnie's old letters down the rubbish chute. why was this so hard?

where is Great World City?
Zack asked me.
uhm. if tiong bahru is there.. then great world city should be about there.
i said as i pointed in the right direction
throw it towards there.
Zack told me.
why?
enquired a very confused me.
that was where you had your first date. wasn't it?
Zack replied
i didn't reply.

David walked up beside me, bag of chips in hand.
Want some?
he asked with a smile on his face
i smiled as i refused the kind gesture.
looking out towards the direction of GWC
Zack. David.
i spoke out loud as i turned around to make sure Zack was looking.
watch.

As i raised my hand to toss the ring. It wouldnt budge. my movement ceased as my hand stretched out to prepare for the throw.
Scream. if you have to. let it out.
the voice of Zack called out to me from behind.
after a few moments of hesitation, i let loose my hand to throw the ring.
only to find that my clenched fist which contained the ring refused to open, even after i released my arm to toss the darn thing.
i stood there. thinking. this was harder than i thought.

then, i bowed my head and prayed

Dear Lord, as i let go of this ring, i leave everything to You. i let go of the past.
may You walk beside me and guide me as i start this new life. and forget the past. Amen.

with that. i looked up. my fist was clenched.
i readied my hand for a long and powerful throw
im sure i wont scream. whats the point?
i thought in my head.

with a dash of bravery and hope
and an unexpected loud shout
i let loose the ring from my hand.
just as i let go of this past of mine, turn over a new leaf, and live life properly.
my final burden has been unloaded.
get out of my head, winnie

I am over you.

2009-07-30T06:57:00.000-07:00

what new feelings(:

hoho. today was funfunfun :D. gosh. i need some inspirational stuff to post here :D.
okay, today, had geog. the whole class almost fell asleep man. haha.
then had PE. omg. played soccer. darn spastic. i fell down man. :D.

then i blocked the ball with my thigh. darn pain i tell you ==. then my side had like 5 defenders luh. we all ran up to the guy who had the ball :D. so it was darn hard for them to score. bwahahahaha. okay, then after spaztic soccer, went to sports hall play bball. 5v5. haha. i didnt get to shoot luh ==. no confidence. nvm. shall train more :D. then had like 1hour recess :D.

then i slept during bio&ALMOST ponned chinese. D:
the library was too comfty alr man
slept on the floor :D.

then had air rifle after school. darn tiring ==. i too long never hold the rifle alr. my shots were screwed up =.=. okay, then went for physics tution. almost fell asleep luh D:
then now im home. im smelly cause ive yet to bath :D.

hoho. No One Else is in TWO DAYS :D. thank God for bringing my church so far(:
oh, i realised, that now, when i pray, theres always this reassurance that my prayer wilol be answered. theres this faith in me. and i noticed, whenever i have faith, my prayer is answer. like that time my dad had fever after coming back from china. he stayed at a hotel after coming back so as not to infect us.

I Prayed That Night.

i told a very very very worried mum that my dad's fever will be gone by the morning. and true enough. the next morning, my dad's fever disappeared(:
looks like God's starting to show me that anything is possible if we believe in him luh(:
gosh. who knows, next time i might be able to perfrom miracles. like go lay my hand on some paralysed guy and he'll be able to walk :O. SO COOL! :D. anyway, Thank You God, for blessing me in such abundance in my life(:

oh, and i just realised falling down in soccer is fun! :D
i shall go bath now :D
i smell ==

2009-07-27T06:08:00.000-07:00

and my only wish is to see You, face to face.

okays, today was reeetarded :D.
my school mondays are always darn slack man.
so went to school, had this cyber wellness talk on gaming :D
then had bio.

i dont take bio! :D

so went to library second floor to slack. watched stay alive&incredibles&abit of final destination. idk 1,2 or 3.
then had Emaths. slept during second period. darn shiok i tell you :D
then had phy. omg. i think i finally understand my first topic! :O
then after sch went to see doctor. then went tuition.
now im home :D. just ate a mighty big dinner =.=. darn full omg. OH! my tuition teacher said i slimmed down! :D. darn happeh. hahaha. anw, im bloated now, so i shall go do situps&pushups later :D.
so anw, tmrw gonna go out with my soon-to-be migrating mei, cally. :O
and i just remembered that i should throw winnie's letters away ==.
i shall do it tmrw :D.
oh,

IM GONNA PLAY BBALL IN SCHOOL TMRW! :D. bringing my ball. gosh. i hope i dont make a fool of myself =.=

anw, thats all for today.
OH WAIT. HAHAHAHA. beatrice asked me what is 'niu rou(chinese)' HAHAHAHAHA. she thought it was tortoise =.=. its beef, for those non-chinese&chinese noobs out there :X
anw, gng be a good boy&do work now :D.
tata~

you drive me crazy.

2009-07-26T07:05:00.000-07:00

I need to grow taller! ._.

its sunday D: tmrw got school again. pfft :/
school's darn boring man): but sadly, we need it to survive. its unfair!

anw,
today went for cell in church :D
woke up at 8. slept again till 8.30. fortunately, managed to reach church on time at 9 :D
then, after cell went to the hall for youth service.
zack/yuhern kept playing with my hoodie. D: i think he stretched it.
then same thing happened after service. was chasing a very high zack/yuhern around the hall ==

and i just realised that im always tagged on photos as some lovesick fool luh. walau. im so not lor
i think :x

HAHAHAHA. anw, then after church went to play bball :d. bought a 70 bucks basketball and went to my old condo to play. heh. im not as bad as i thought. at least i scored lor. XD. but i got too dehydrated i felt like puking after awhile :x. then i drank too much drinks till i was too bloated&couldnt play ==. SORRY ZACK :X

anw, then went my house and we played rockband for like 4hours man. WAHAHAHAHA. darn mad. xD.

okay, so thats about all :D. gosh. i need some emo stuff to blog about. wahahaha.

DDDD: tmrw got school.
&some stalker just tagged my sissy deborah's blog :O

im in a dilema

2009-07-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

END OF THE WEEK :D

hohoho
its the end of the week yo! :D
yeah man. more people are populating my blog :D
for once my blog is really being revived :D
im darn bored luh
gonna conf. with my friends soon(:
anw, i just realised that i cannot have tuition at night ==.
i just cant concentrate. then i end up pissing my teacher off and i start the weekend off badly.
im hungry :D
but i cant eat. just skipped.
i need to grow taller man :D
oh gosh. what cool random rants. :D

okay. today i ponned chinese remedial :D. then got home, rang the bell but no one came. so i broke into my house again :D yeah man. next time can be infiltrator :D work for the military. HAHAHAHA. then i realised that my mum was at home once i climbed into my house =_= okay, then i maple-ed :D. &to all you noobs out there that think maple is lame, its not okay? its a nice pasttime :D its like the only thing i play now luh. ive lost interest in games XD anw, then i went on to do work. couldnt realy get anything done. darn tired. pffft. so i ended up fb-ing&smsing :D. OMG. I WANNA GO HILLSONG CONCERT TMRW D: darnn it. nevermind. i shall be a good boy and stay home to mug. xD.

okay,&sunday im gonna throw away all the old letters that winnie wrote to me. im going to GET over YOU.

:D

okay, shall end here. MORE TAGS PLEASE :DDDD

2009-07-23T05:38:00.000-07:00

thats just how life is

Choose the present moment when our hearts throb faster and we touch each other
Go forward towards the end of time

I murmured in the night of one empty sky after another
The words which said "See you tomorrow"
They are like the sun which shines and illuminates the surroundings
I'm scorched by its strength and eternity

If there is one thing to be left behind
It would be this instantaneous smile which held on to existence
If there is only one thing to be protected, it would be your future

In an instant, choose this world which shakes and tremors
I've always soared above the land of fate
I'm secretly hiding the flame which has lit in my heart
I will give my present and future to you

Your narrowed eyes came into my mind first
The endlessly spreading sky
I saw the illusion of you who have found wings on your back
Going far off into the distance

Every time you dressed up coldly
Something is being crushed by a thick sound
Be sure to come across
Every lit up color

I will choose you and the present in which both cannot be replaced
You've always worn a rainbow at night
The strength which is certainly there will change into time
I will cross the sky and sea

Choose the present moment when our hearts throb faster and we touch each other
I'm sure we can live for fate
Someday, the disappearing flame will change into wishes
I will give my dreams and future to you...
I will cross the sky and sea...

today. i went to bukit batok for some stuff.
after i was done, TRIED to go home by mrt.
guess what? stupid ez-link card had no money ==
freaking retarded luh. my card had like 99 cents. but i could only tap with one dollar -.-
so in the end i had to ask the station manager for help. darn pai seh sia. i even tried to top up ten cents :X
thankfully, the guy let me through without charging me anything :D

so now, randomly enough, as im typing this post.
i realise. thats just how life is.
sometimes we can be so, so close. yet, because of some minor problem, we can also be so, so, far away.
and most of the time, we let our pride get in the way of seeking help. thats our problem.
because we cant set aside our pride, thats the reasons for us not being able to accomplish alot of stuff.

because
we
dont
seek
help

and who else better to seek help from, but our dear Heavenly Father?(:
in this case, He's portrayed by that nice malay station manager :D
so, bottom line is. sometimes, we need to set aside our pride, and ask for help(:
we shouldnt let our pride get in the way of things.
im not saying, for those non-christian friends out there, that you HAVE to have a religion and ask God for help. no, basically im just saying that if we need help, we should just ask. be it asking our friends, family or even God.

sometimes we just have to put our pride aside to move ahead(:

2009-07-22T08:49:00.000-07:00

omg. darn inspirational video :O

a mindless rant

2009-07-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

Once more I'm looking at this world,
Dust and after-images, and faint shadows

You have the Resolution,
To shoulder all those burdens on that imposing back of yours

What do I want to do? And why?
Didn't I decide to go on a lonely journey?

Don't let go of this hand
Your feelings are crossing over
And causing the sleeping wish in my heart to awaken
At the furthest end of this powerful gaze
Are two figures with no trace of doubt...
Thats why we'll keep going towards the future

Looking at this crumbling scenery,
I came to realize the miracle of living

Hoping for a special meaning,
I walked hesitantly down the road without a path

Do I want to believe? Yes I want to believe
Because I want to walk this path with you!

Don't avert your gaze
Even though I can't put this into words,
I desire you from the bottom of my heart.
At the furthest end of this hope
are two figures with no trace no doubt...
Thats why we'll move on to the next place.

Anger and sorrow,
as shown me joy more than anything else.
Besides, I am always aware
Of you standing right next to me

All the time
There is no need to fear

Hold this hand tightly
Because a power which only you hold
Is turning dreams to reality
At the furthest end of this powerful gaze
Are two figures with no trace of doubt
Thats why we'll keep going towards that future

Credits:
JOINT
Mami Kawada
p.s this is an english translation of the japanese song :D

guess what? its my birthday today(:
i think i just realised that my life is so blessed :D
its like i have so many friends and all. i just never noticed
its only been recently, when ive become more close to God that i realise¬ice so many things around me
okay i shall stop this. sounds so darn emo. XD.

okay, today i went to play pool with my VS friends. i totally owned man. XD.
then about 5 i went to debsissy's house :D. went to the playground to play. then went swimming.
darn funny&retarded luh.
ate a super late dinner. so i just got home. XD. waiting for the heater to heat up. so im blogging :D
&something darn weird happened this morning at 12.05am luh. wahahahaha.
i need to get over you =____=

*edit*
eck. i think i need some music :D
&yuhern has a new Christian name :D
Zackary

2009-07-20T06:54:00.000-07:00

heh. its been so long since i last did a blog post.
ill start from this blog since it has all the old posts :D
i cant erase the past so, theres no point in starting a new blog.

wahahaha. alot has changed since my last blog post.
im sure most of the people reading will know most of the stuffs, so theres no point posting it.

well, with that.
i'll formally revive this old blog of mine.
starting from this day :D

2009-07-20T06:53:00.001-07:00

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2008-08-11T06:41:00.000-07:00

wahaha. okay, i shall update for the sake of updating. XD. im doing geog now, and i wanna kiss my Winnie. XD. Winnie baby, you are my life. i cant imagine a life without you. Baby, you're all i ever need and all ill ever need. baby im so in love with you. and i promise you that we WILL be the rare couple whose relationship will make it out of secondary school and onto marriage. I love you Winnie, more that you think i do. Always, and Forever.

2008-08-10T01:10:00.001-07:00

its been so long...haha. i doubt anyone reads this anymore. anyway, darling i know youre reading this now, and i just wanna tell you, as you see in all my other posts, i have alot of ex-girlfriends. but i just want you to know, those dont matter anymore. because now, i love you baby, my baby Winnie. i love you, and right here right now, i declare my love for you Winnie, is true, and i will love you now and forever. I've given you my heart, and i don't intend on taking it back. i love you baby. *kiss*

16-06-08

2008-02-26T03:43:00.000-08:00

heyo. im sure no one reads this blog now, but i wanna revive my blog~ XD. i changed my address and this will be my first post in like dunno how long ler. haha. okay, nth much to say about. update next time, bb~

2007-08-19T20:30:00.000-07:00

lols. been so long since i came back to my blog lah. hais. i feel it pointless to keep a blog anymore. my life's like nothing now. this blog, holds alot of memories for me. and well, i cant bear to delete it. so i think ill just leave it.

2007-06-26T03:34:00.000-07:00

heya. im back. sry didnt update for past few days. was rather busy. past few days oso nth happen lah. so today. went sch. didnt bring PE attire. xD. dn make up some dumb excuse n teacher belived it. wow. dn teacher excuse me n my fren ryan frm running 2.4km!!! xDDDD. dn we fill up some containers with water n take AIR CON bus to the lagoon running track. shiok sia. dn aft tt me n my fren carry da containers to the stagin area. lol. xD. dn we go rinse the big blue other empty container with water. dn put the other container water in. dn its like damn dirty lah. lucky nvr run. lol. dn whn the boys run finish, they all drank the dirty water. yucks. bt i nvr tell them anything. xD.dn aft tt. went back school. dn is art~. must do mind map. i go do bout 'self and friends' can onli do that n 'self and family' bt my family very boring. so i do the fren de. dn i write bout alvin tong.xD. my pri sch fren. n my life time fren, josiah. and i did another bout sum other [u]girl[/u]. go figure out urself. xD. dn aft tt recess. ahah. my 1G crowd go cut queue. dn the guy behind dam pek chek. xD. dn aft recess is HOME EC. gaHHH. index no. 1-20 get fat teacher. LOL. dn 21-40 get chio bu teacer. =X. n im 29. xD. ok dn aft tt went home. dn play my Wii until now. xD. nth to post le. bb~

2007-06-21T04:38:00.000-07:00

heya,. didnt update for awhile. was in camp. bloody red cross camp.-.-. nw i shall blog out what hpn the past few days. lol. ok, first day, monday, purposely didnt wake up. didnt waana go bloody camp. bt red cross teacher go call my mum. dn i forced to go. dn reach camp abt 11 le. dam pek chek. lol. dn aft tt got drills. march arnd. lol. dn 1st day nth much lah. 2nd day got orental run or sth. dn aft tt gt drill again. dn aft tt is water bomb~! dn sec 1 n 2 against sec 3. xD. dn we fill water half way in toilet. she sec 3 go chiong us. bt lucky we lock door. xD. dn the sec 4 come. =O. dn they go seven floor. dn we at fifth floor. dey ask us do hornet attack position. dn throw water bomb frm on top. unfair!!/ dn we throw fmr below cant reach up. so bad lor. dn aft the game. we eat. dn i cant rember do wad le. lol. 3rd day more fun. drill one time nia. dn aft the drill is er... i cant rember. shit. i jx rember at nite gt campfire! dn my group skit worse de. onli gt 3 ppl. 1 guy go monitor camp le. dn our level skit. fastest de. actually sec 2 n sec 3 no skit. dey onli do cheer. n no nightwalk! one indian the mother go call teacher in charge. dn she say cancel night walk. aiya. bt got movie. watch scary movie 2 n 4. dam idioitic lah. hahaha. dn go sleep at 1. dn 2day mornin wake up all dam tred.n the sec 4 tell sec 3 canot hav any physical exercise. heng. xD. btw sec 4 is dun haf cca le. so they come for camp is special de. sec 3 are the in charge de. ok dn 1st we clean area. dn slack all the way till 9.30 dn go exercise. dn ytd some sec 2 go disrespect the indian sec 3 senior. dn sec 4 ask all of us do pumping position. for liek 10min lah. dam tiring. dn aft tt we dismiss le!!!. dn come home i slack till now. xD. nth t post le. cya next time ba.xD

2007-06-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

heya~! back. ytd went to sentosa with tong's city harvest church cell grp. xD. fun. run arnd sentosa. dn shirt dam wet. haha. dn aft tt we go service. dam nice. the hall dam dark de. n dam lot of ppl. quite enthu la, the church. dn aft tt went home n play wii till 2.30am. xD. dn 2day, went back my own church. noticed how diff it is. bt i shldnt criticise churches. xD. dn me n my fren go buy tickets to R-AGE anniversary celebration, fanTENtica. n shes going too, i think. xD. u wun noe hus da she. so dun bother asking. dn aft tt went tiong buy fathers day present for dad. xD. now no money ler. lolxxx. i wan go watch tv ler. nxt time dn update lah., cyas~

i loved u. u left me. now im lost.

2007-06-15T03:17:00.000-07:00

heya! xD. im starting to think its pointless for a guy to keep a blog. so im deciding if i shld dlt this blog. none of my vs frens keep blogs, i think. lol. gona try n lead a new life. xD. duno possible not. i still dun like vs n i just cant get myself to like it. hahas. just came back frm hols. went to KL for church camp. the retreat rocked!!! xD. and i like being immature. too mature not fun de. xD. wana try be as happy as debs. haha. dun understand how she can so happy de. ok i tot bout it. this blog holds too much memories for me. cant bear to dlt this. xD. R-AGE rocks yea? ttx my church youth. xD. cant God just gimi the strength to overcome my emo probs? so much has happened at school tt i did not post. ill try it the next time i post. hehx. k lah. gota go prepare for my fathers day dinner. xD. n my dad bought a psp! haha. i think no one reads this blog. lol. oh well. gtg~. cya.

trying to hate u but i cant.

2007-05-09T03:51:00.000-07:00

wow. damn long time since i last posted. haha. i just read my old post. noticed how love sick i was. i havent gotten over felicia... till now, i still don't know y she wanted to break. i read her blog daily. i go to her house sometimes. i saw her once at tiong. and i dont think anyone is reading this. i love felicia alot. i swear upon my life, if she is ever to patch up with me, ill stop my gangster behaviour immediately. ill start a new life. that girl was my life. without her, i got nothing to look forward to. my school sucks, my life is screwed up. im starting to act like a gangster, y? this all started coz of felicia. its been... 2months? shit. there i go again. yes, its been 2months. i cant forget her. sometimes i think i have forgotten her, like now, but after a while, the feeling comes back.i love her... what can i say?

2007-03-23T04:50:00.001-07:00

=) i think its been about like 1mth plus. im almost getin ovr her...almost... thx to my frens hu prayed for me. really appreciate it. haha.

my skool sux lah. i really hate my school.
or is it my class?
my class DSA class mah...
gt gangsta 1. or at elast. ppl hu act like gangsta.
i gt at least 2 gud frens. =D
in my sch tt is.
outside i got alot. =D
RVPS roawks.

okay...it has been 1 mth liao. i almost got over her. i now startin to like another 2 gals. >.

2007-03-05T06:04:00.000-08:00

lol.been about 1 month? i duno. i love her. i truly do.i think my blog skin is dull. i wana change. den i set up the links. i want 3 wishes. jx 3. 1.) perfect eyesigt. =)) 2.)life stop being so damn sucky. 3.) patch up with felicia. tts all i wan.... really. >.<. i really love her lah. i duno y she wana break. hai, i busy nows. update nxt time. bb

2007-02-21T04:43:00.000-08:00

ok... how long has it been? i duno. 5 weeks? probalbly. i dun think its 6weeks yet. o, ur question, how long from wad? how long since felicia broke up with me... 5 weeks, im still as heartbroken as b4. i jx dun undastand. we were doing so well. y she suddenly wana break up with me?! she hurt me so much man. bt i still <3 her loadx. sorreh ppl hu r reading diz. i jx gota share my tots. i duno y felicia mx break up with me. itx noww da new yr. my 1 n onli new yr wish-get back with felica- is impossible. y? i gt depressed once in a while... ive had 2 new gfs, bt it neva worked out.i cant love any1 for now. i duno y. my life has been turned upside downnn. i cant take it. how long will i b waiting? until the end of time? i duno y i still waiting, i cant make u mine... is tt true? guys n gals, do u think ill b able to get back with felicia? im gona try... but i can onli pray for da best... haiz. the past week, alot of things happend, where 2 start?

last friday i was at skool n there was the chinese new yr celebrationx. quite nice lah, guess wads the 1st performance? Theresa!!!! Theresa frm campus superstar came to sing at my skool!!!! chio bu siax. haha. den aft tt gt lion dance. den gt wu shu performance. wa, damn damn damn nice sia. gt sword play. damn cool. den aft skool went back RVPS, saw all mii frenz... n HER.. haiz, aniiway, aft tt me tong n sean went great world with da gurls. den osmond came. den watch muvee with him, tong n sean. den aft muvee, btw we watch ghost rider, den aft muvee, went cyber cafe, mark was dere. dn we play cs toghetha. den aft tt go home. makr walk with us to bus stop den he duno skate to where le. den cny nth much hpn. den 2day go bax skool. sum1 go steal my fren shoe. wahahahaha. duno hu wld wana steal tt black guy shoe lah. wahahaha. blacky~ lool. den aft skool go back home n get depressed over HER again. haiz. i really wana get back tghether with her. i really love her. i noe tt. my parents believe i love her. nw i niid all ma frenz support, will i gt tt?

i duno.

signing.off.~.R0manticStranger.

2007-01-25T01:51:00.000-08:00

sumthing happened... u dun wana noe. i wun b posting 4 awhile... u dun nid to noe y...

P.S felicia tan, if ur reading this... i jx wana sae... i love you. i 4ever will. no matter wad.

2007-01-23T01:59:00.000-08:00

harlox again. i busy wit my skool work so nvr really update. n was busy on sam's blog. im gona change my blog skin soon. im starting to find dix skin kinda dull. lol... aniiway. ytd go skool same.. damn sian. then 2day got freaking 2.4km run. i run till my stomach pain n i gt headache. ><. stupid teacher. i shld haf gone outram lorrr. o ya. n i cant help bt post bout my dardar. sry ><. cox shes part of my life. i cnt live without her. >< im being mushy agian~ lol! n osmond got diabeties! i cant belive it lah. mebe lata gona visti him. den nw mx do the stupid literature homework!!! gahhhhhh. n u noe wadas da hw? DESIGNING A STUPID BOOK COVER! wa lao. waste time lah. i wan cange skool leh. i cant stand a boiis skool. ><. gt bgr prob cant talk to them de. i niid a gurl best fren. at elast sum i can talk to. i gt my da jie but she always busy de lor. n nw my dardar upset over her ex. ><. i feel like i wana update more but i gt nth to update ler lor.. lawl. o ya. n so much has hapnd since the last time i updated. me n my darling almost brokeup T.T. tt time i cry>< really cry. ><. n last sun i went sentosa with her! we sit on one thing go up 1 hill lah. the on tt thin my darling kiss me on da cheek. i damn happy lor. =D. then we took a mini car down. so fun!. then went to da beach. then go eat ice cream. then ben n zk go rent bike-.-. den leave us alone lor. den aft tt we take monorail go vivo. den we walk to harbour front. den aft tt, we eat some food. den i take bus with zk, ting, n dardar go to tiong. den on the bus i kiss my dardar alot of time lor. then zk kiip wanting to play 1 song whn we kiss. but we always kiss whn he nvr notice dde. =D. haha. then aft tt i walk my dardar to taxi stand. then wehn we walking out i saw my church fren. then aft tt my dardar mx go ler. then i giv her gud bye kix. duno my church fren gt c nt ><. lol. then she go home ler lor. n now she alot of homewokr leh. cant talk to her. ><. lol. sorry if i update alittle too much bout her. bout like i saidm shes part of my life now. i cant live withot her . =DDD. nw i nth to update ler. i go watit 4 my dardar's sms. bb all!

2007-01-09T06:12:00.000-08:00

harloxxx. 2dae ish my 4th mth aniiversarii with mi dardar!!!!!! n the best thing is, I CAN GO SAME TUITION AS HER!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2dae i gt cca trails. gt volleyball n choir n hockey. i think i kena selected 4 choir. bt i wan join air rifle. ><. tmrw goin air rifle trail. =D. hope i can go in. nw tokin 2 my dardar =D. aniiway, i oso went 4 hockey trail. quite fun lah. sweat like shyt. =D. bt lose every match lah. hehe. i nth much 2 update le. so, gud nite all.

2007-01-07T05:14:00.000-08:00

fuxing cbk bastard son of a bitch go insult my dear seh. fuck him lah. hope he die a terrible death. my dear is not a bitch k? like u can control hu u like. u cant blame the person u like for being cute wad. fuck euu lah huever insulted my dear. hu ever insults my dear will become my enemy. u better apologise nw u bastard... u better...

2day i gt youth in my church. =D. the youth quite fun. alot of ppl. bt no one jump de. nt as fun as jo's church. haha. then after youth i went out with y dardar. =D. went great world. watch nite at the museum.=D then aft tt i went with ehr go staircase. =D. nt sayin aniimore. hehe.then went to walk to the old rv pri skool n new one. =D. i mix RV so much. haixxx. i wann go visit. then me n my dear saw malcolm. =D. then i went with her bax to gwc n the staircase. then er mum call her n ask her go home. then whn i was walkin her out,she hold me hand n be4 she left she finally dared to say i <3 u in real life. =D. then aft tt. i went to buy food 4 my bro. then my gf sms me tt her mum dono how found out she went out with me... nw i trying to find out how she noe de. update nxt time
buai!

2007-01-05T23:29:00.000-08:00

thx to all hu prayed 4 mii relationship horx haha. hi again all. sry i didnt update so long. was busy playin game. so much has happened since the alst time i posted. im n t gona recap on tt. i dun wana think of the bad stuff... dun wana remember... aniiway, me n my gf r back steady. cox sumwehre during december... we sddenly like go off da trax. bt nw we steady again. thx 2 mii frenx. haha. i jx came bacx frm victoria school orentation camp. =D. i went to victoria secondary. hopefully i can go to RVH. tts where my dardar is. haha. i love me dardar. really i do. haix. bt shes making me so damn jealous siax.u go read herr blog lor... lata i go change the link. haha. my camp so fun. i went kayaking. then got absailing, (reppeling) then got to climb a bridge without support. damn scary siax. haha. then during the kayaking, my kayak capsize. haha. haix. i no mood to blog ler.. bb

2006-11-27T04:36:00.000-08:00

hihi... im posting cox of mii gf again. haha now alex says im her daughter... which makes me gf her mumy lorx. n cherry go post bout me on her blog... lol.. and i duno wad skool to chooseeeeeee. argh... i nth to update leh... n 2day i went to cvist a damn lot of skool... lol.. so sad my gf goin NUSH,.. hope i can go...

2006-11-23T04:20:00.000-08:00

haha...i so long nvr update ler... i too lazy. i 2day update coz my gf ask me to. lol... 2day ish da day i got my PSLE score... and..guess wad? 4 striaight A's...n i scored 225. but.. ym gf..2A's onli... BUT 2 A*!!!!! SHE GOT 255!!!! WA LAO!! she can go NUSH ler lorx... but i dun wan her go.. lol.. i duno y... haah... den my grandparents gave em 90$$ haha... den 2morow goin out with my gf.. haha. go watch happy feet with her frenz. i nth to write ler... bb!

2006-10-23T07:16:00.000-07:00

lol. sry i dint update. was too busy playin games. lol. today i go bukit merah sec skkol go c c. quite fun lah. then 2morow i gona change my internet router. any1 wana noe hus my dardar now? i lurv her alotx!!! ill lurv her forever. we toghether for quite long le lah. but no one noe nia. dardar i luv u! ur my all. wad wld u do without u? ur my motivation. ur the reason i exists. ur my life. and u will always b in my hrt. if anything happens to u i duno wad id do. i lurv u.

2006-10-17T03:57:00.000-07:00

damit lah...sum1 go sabo me on my blog. u look at this

deb
121.6.49.238

how could you do that to me? i thought you liked me more than alex.and how could you insult me on my blog and say that my pictures are not nice you are the one that is not nice.bastard,asshole,poultry,playboy,casanova, i am never going to talk to you again. who cares about the girl you went out with?

17 October 2006, 09:11 [GMT]
_____________________________________________________________________________________

alex
121.6.49.238

i am bloody pissed at you gordon poon. i thought you told me you loved me. fork fork fork fork me.and tru3 lov3 do3s 3xist.just not for me.

17 October 2006, 09:01 [GMT]
_____________________________________________________________________________________

look at the ip address, juz below the name. ull see they both are the same. and the date n time. the dat is the same and the time is juz 10mins different. coincidence? i think not. whoever is tryin to sabo me ill find out. now, compare the abve ip address with these,

alex
202.156.10.12

deborah
219.74.133.102

different rite?
whoever is tryin to sabo me, u better watch out. ill find u, and i got a whole bunch of frenz behind my back. u better watch out. but im not gona let this affect my happy mood =D lol.
ok, today i went vivocity, supposed to watch movie one.. but then the annie , rachel n venezia come sho alte, then when they come they go hide n we chase them thru put toys r us...wa lao eh.. lol. then we folo them thru out e whole place. lol. then ion e end folo till nvr watch movie. they walk tlll duno go where sia. the me n alvin dun care, go eat mac. den we go back to vivo n place E-zone. then we come back home lor. then now got this freakin perosn trin to sabo me. it wasnt deb. i asked her liao. but i gota check with lex. ill updat nagain tommorow.... n i still luv my dardar!

2006-10-16T02:57:00.000-07:00

teehee... i today shoooo happy@!!! i went out with a gurl today...!!! =D. went to watch Stay Alive..again. lol... 1st time i asked a gurl out. xD. quite easy lah. i juz ask her if she can den she wan watch movie with me onot. den she say yes.. den she ask her mum, den the date was on... sho today, i was supposed to meet her at 2.15 at tiong bahru plaza. i lost track of time as i was playin my xbox360..lol. then i chiong go tiong. upon reachin there, as i went up e escalator to the cinema, i saw a woman and at one i knew it was my date's mother, it was obvious as she stared at me while i was goin up e escalator.lol.. then i bought the tickets and went to the theatre with my date. when we went in, guess waht, WE SAW OUR SKOOLMATES! she and i was like omgomg... then 10mins aft we sat dwn, i got a call frm camden, he ask me if i went out with a gurl... at tt time i knew my skoolmates had spread what they saw. luckily they duno hu was my date. lol. then got 2 times my date was scared n covered her eyes. at tt time, i held her hand n told her not to b scared. then towards the end of da movie, i notced her hand was below the armrest. i put my hand there n touched her hand, then she held my hand, n we held hands till da end of movie... then aft movie, i told my date to take da lift down coz i suspect camdn waitin 4 me. den i went to meet her at popular, den she buy her stuff i go buy sumthin 4 her... lol i bought a phone strap. then i gave it to her, she was kinda happy, i nth to say liao, now cn onli hope my fren dun find put hu my date is. i go talk to my date liao.. bb!

2006-10-12T23:08:00.000-07:00

harlo again. lol... i cant remember wa dhappen yesterday sho i wun write. but yesterday i no update coz my internet damn lag. 2day skool brought us go little india for freakin heritage tour. damn sian lah.den whn go ther tt time me fren all go buy snow spray n some other spray lah. den all go spray each other..loly.n then aft skool camden go spray me. i nt happy go spray him. den all miss. coz mine snow spray. den i go borrow frm daryl his spray. den i go chion camden. aft a while i corner him, den he threaten me say if i spray he go spray me ds. then i dun care. go spray lor. den he nt happy. try to spray me ds but cant. lol... den he go hit me but nt pain one. haha. then now i back home liao...talkin to alex n deb. i nth to write liao... sho c u 2mrow

2006-10-10T05:55:00.000-07:00

haha..today i went out e whole day... first go wilwilwet, but then, stupid place under renovation sia!! den escae theme park weekend den open... sho my fren driver come pick us up again, n bring us go cineleisure. sho fun!!! we play warcraft, cs n battlfield 2. cs we play till dam fun sia. human vs zombie. sho fun. everyone camp toghether n shoot all e zombie. shoooo fun. lol. den play BF2 alvin duno how to play. haha. den aft cineleisure, we walkin out tt time, we all saW amanda, rachel n annie. lol... then we went to osmond relative da home n we swim, lol changing tt time tong n me o take video. shooo funny, haha.. den aft tt, we swim for like 1 hr. aft tt we bath n went home lor, we all take bus 123 i think, go home.n for e first time i reach home on time. lol. den now i using com. my bro was screamin juz now. lol.. n 2morow got nice show to watch sia. mr.tay gona deal with the gurls hu vandalise the tiong park. lol... 2mrow den i update u lah.. cya!

2006-10-09T08:16:00.000-07:00

today PSLE over liao! went out e whole day..was back at 7 pluz. 2mrow still goin wildwildwet! lol.. and i got my NDS today! bt the game, resident evil, SUX sia! stupid uncle dun wan change for me... dam him lah... den to day went GWC, den go plaza Sing, saw lex dere, lol den my fren force me go hid ein e toilet.. haha... lol. then today i play outrun 2, wa loa the drift dam power sia!!! den went to watch stay alive. sho nice. abit scary lah. den osmond keep covering his ears! n ying wen was shooo scared he was grabin onto his legs. wahahahaha. lol today quite fun lah... then juz now went lan shop, but the cs there is dam old lah... lol... i nth post liao lah... sho ill post 2mrow... cya

2006-10-04T21:17:00.000-07:00

today is PSLE.... maths just over. now there is still the chinese and science to go. today nite i going for chinese tuition. and now i dont know if i shld break with my current. shes taking me for granted. she french kissed another guy...3 times. my friends are asking me to break with her, but i still luv her alot. i wana break up but i still luv her alot. i cant bear to break up with her, i juz cant. what shld i do? i confused. i wana stop thinking about luv. juz wana stop getting involve for a while. haix. and today the math quite okay lah. but then the last few question question i duno how to do leh...lol i think can get B lah. hope sho. nh else to write liao... sho c u aft PSLE

2006-09-25T03:10:00.000-07:00

now prelim is over...but PSLE is coming....WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol... yesterday i had a dream, dma weird de...bout fightin de lah...neeway...yesterday i went to visit my grandfather...i saw what i ddint want to see... whn i saw him, his face was in a frown, he looked in pain... aft tt i prayed for him.. hope he get well. then today i nvr go skool got 3day MC coz of my ggastric pain. then my dad ask my tuition teacher in moring....-.- then ask me do 2 test paper. then soon i gota go my chinese tuition... sian lah.. bt now toking to my dear. hahax. im goan update everiiday aft my PSLE till den, chow.

2006-08-20T07:22:00.000-07:00

hihi again... u shld non i y i cnt update ba... stupid prelim comin liao. n i juz GOT AN IPOD NANO!!!!! SO NICE!!!!!! BT BLACK NICER.... wana go change.... bt itz sooo cool... so small... n i really hope tt the person i luv cn go same skool as me... n fort minor rawkzzzz! n now i reading Resident Evil... nice sia! o yea n my fort minro disc GIOT SCRATCHED BY SOME CHILDREN!!! ARGH!!!!!!! NOW GOT 1 SONG CANT PLAY!!!! WAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol.... n i notice since i confesseed tt i lyk tt gurl.. i lyk abit more mature... n nt so perverted ba. lol... i gtg liao.. tokin 2 tt gurl on MSN... b guyz

True Love ExIsTs

2006-08-13T06:53:00.000-07:00

halo. i gt no time to update anything...juz wana ask u go take diz quiz:

http://www02.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=060813094745-197497

thx hor

2006-08-09T08:14:00.001-07:00

hi again. i nvr update last time coz prelim comin... cnt use com. 2day national day so my dad lemme use com... lol. 2day i go my uncle home. then go dere sit awhile, den go play with giant tortoise at him blcony. my unle house at 1st floor. n i notice the balcony the wooden fence the small hole got rocks there. i go ask my uncle y den he say coz the tortoise sumtime go climb there like wana suicide lidat. den go there think half a day bt then in the end go back n sleep. lol so my uncle put the stone there juz in CASE. then nw my dear got a hard time choosin between my n another guy. bt im determined to win her heart. i wun giv up! xD n now everyday got tuition.. haix. sian lah, cant wait till psle over. n yesterday i go watch click with half my class. DAMN nice sia!damn funny. den aft dat go arcade. play house of the dead 5 or 4 i forget lah. play until last level i think. damn fun! nw instead of pistol the gun is SMG. FUN!!!! lol... n i wish best of luck to my meimei hu is taking her RVH interview this sat. gd luck wor! u cn do it

2006-07-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

haix.... my dear dun lyk me le... she say dun lyk any1 liao...haizz so now i go lyk sum1 else lor n tt person oso lyk me... so i calll her dear n nw i refer to her as my dear whn i say dear frm now on i mean new one wor...k?... n nw got supid rumour tt i lkk amanda... -.-... now i lyk tt person i really luv... she abit dun dare 2 tok 2 me ... i oso abit dun dare tok 2 her... lol... nw i think i abit luv sick liao lol... i take 32 till redhill n take MRT back juz to see my dear lol... n i oso keep finding my dear DAMN CUTE!!! lol... n i juz noticed tt nwo my post all dam short one... so i try to make this a long one... ok 2day ms lee nvr come.... den got relive teacher for 1 period... ms lee period got 2 mah... so last period is CHAOS!!!!!!! everyone all go siao liao... lol i go play crazy frog in class den every one go stare at me... lol den aft skool i go bs... at first i tot my dear nvr take public bus coz actually she take skool bus de. den i pray to god lor ask him let my dear take bus. den she really take public bus! lol... den 2day i take 32 to her stop n take MRT frm there lor.... i luv sick rite? lol...

2006-07-06T23:54:00.000-07:00

now cant update liao @@@@@ waaaa lol... xD i still luv my dear wholeheartdly! (nt sure how to spell) psle comin liao... haiz hate it... o n 2day i go folo my daer aft skool, btw skool end at 12 2day coz teacher gtg meeting, so i foloed my dear take 32...den whn reach tiong stop i nvr get off! haha den i go woth the bus to my dear de stop lor den i drop off n walk to the mrt..i wasted money juz 4 me dear! haha i dun mind... coz i luv her...im willing to do anythinbg 4 her de. xD

2006-06-29T22:51:00.000-07:00

2006-06-29T22:39:00.000-07:00

haiz...nw cant update my blog liao...exam comin liao..onli can use com on sunday...sianz... n wa lao 2day worst day ever lor... my cls the grp i kena partner with Julien Bongars sia everyone one in class ahte him lor wa lao eh... then freakin mr tay go keep us back... then i miss my appointment to meet ling at bus stop... haiz....i dam mad lor.. haiz... n now i still lyk my dear xD im gona prove u wrong pastor andrew! wahahahaa! im gona keep lyking her! even whn i go sec skool!!!!!!!!!!!!! n i recently got a new x360 game...xD finally sia n my bday gona come liao! i wana get another x360 game, n new 3G samsung hp n x360 faceplate! n i trying to change my blog font to b lue..

2006-06-21T08:08:00.000-07:00

Today so fun!!!!!! i go school remedial same class as my dear ^^ den my teacher go tell us story... abt ghost de lah...at the end my teacher shout "YOU!" den my dear jump! lool den yesterday ling go send me the pic "marrige." lol i duno how 2 react sia... den my dear sae ling like me... den ling wana meet 2m0r0w..i wonder wad she wana say

2006-06-18T09:03:00.001-07:00

2006-06-16T07:11:00.000-07:00

LOL i cnt belive i 4got bout my blog 4 so long...sry bloggy xD. heehee i got sumthign 2 say. i noe im 12 but...i think im realy in love...serious! i really luv this person..n she lyks me too! thank god man! luv u dear! n i got a les fren sia keep saying 'LES RAWKS' walao she sick sia. actually itz 2 les fren..mebbe 3..lol now got nth much 2 update lah mebbe 2morow. till then..cya

2006-05-18T02:01:00.000-07:00

lol...sry i 4got to update my blog, i 4got abt it...lol...until i saw rachel's disply pic which read 'rachel"s site'

right, today nth much really hapened in skool, juz dat sum1 said amanda, a gurl in our cls who is admired by lotz of ppl. i dun really belive it tho...n i have no one hu i luv now...so God did grant my prayer, i prayed tt i wun lyk any1, so now theres probalbly no feeling anymore...i hope...n now everyday im all about the computer n my x360....will update again 2morow...till then..

2006-04-30T05:01:00.000-07:00

April 30,2006

now i am updating for the past few times i didnt update...

last Sunday

in church, i see tat gurl again...she looks so cute! s0 ad0r4bl3!!! i wish to hug her..haiz..i almost asked her for her hp number..but i chickened out last minute...

Monday

i cant really rember Monday's activities so ill give it a pass

Tuesday

Today i met felicia..wait..was it today or last week? lol i 4got..nex ttime i really gotta wrte dwn wad happens... anyway this week or lsat week i met her n we talked, i treat her as my sis lol...then i asked her to show me hu her admirer was, instead she brought me t vanessa..lol

Wednesday

after skool i went to gate 4 as usual, i saw ling, which was unusaul, i was abt to tok to her whn i saw my mums car, i went there n my mum said she wanted to pick me up, haiz.so no chance liao

Thursday
Today Mr.Tay ask us to 'mo xie' 30 times a freaking sentence..wa lao we write till hand pain, all becoz of ben soh. whn mr.tay say wana ask us mo xie(he was joking at first) ben said no such thing. then mr tay ask s write lor..wa lao...

Friday

today i wnet bs again, didnt see ling. i saw vera. she said mdm hong, known in our skool as mad hong bullied her. i didnt bother as much bt den whn i reached ma stop, i went to 7-11 to buy slurpee, vera went too. her fone rang, then the sales clerk said she cried, i tot the clecrk was tokin nonsense, but whn i went out i saw she really cried, wow..i didnt noe sh cried so easlily...

Now (sunday)today got the bible quest thing in church..i sat dwn n noticed i sat directly ninety degrees to the cute church gurl's right. kool! den aft everythign, whn we were waiting for the exit to b opened, dat gurl was rite nxt to me, so many times i almost opened ma mouth to ask her hp, n the equal number of times i closed it..haiz

Exams...haiz

2006-04-18T04:54:00.000-07:00

haiz...exams comin...cant update ma blog..sry...i cn onli update 3 wks time..nw i update coz got excues...lol...aiya..anyway,monday i went CCA as usual...den whn i went home..got heavy rian, so i cant go home..then Mandy offered to share her umbrella with me...lol i hope no one saw tt or they might start rumours...then tuesday, today, my science teacher nm come skool so no supplementary frm 1.30 to 2.30. wa lao den we play like siao! play basketball...thenplaying half way teacehr ask us to stop...haiz...then later teacher said cannot go class coz later we steal....so me n some of ma fren folo ma teacher arnd skool, it appears tt someone used a scissors to cut another boy's pant...lol! then folo arnd till we go back cls. we went by fourth floor...the floor where my ex-crushes were...luckily i didnt see the classes as i forgot..butwhn come to 6D i peered in accidentally n saw ling yi...then we quickly went dwn...then aft skool i trapped at my Tb bus stop coz of heavy reain...haiz...sian...then i saw Mandy again n she offered to lend me her umbrella...again...lol so i took her umbrealla n went home, thanking her. n now im updating this blog aft talking to Felicia...i look forward to goin to church to see the gurl..shes like 2 times prettier den ling lor...

2006-04-16T01:55:00.000-07:00

xD wa this sat n sun so fun! i play com whole dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy xD on sat I PLAY LIKE SIAOOOOOO. but whn go grandma home cnt play...my dad ask me bring work dere..but i go dere nvr do! ahahaha~! den 2day i go church...o btw i dun like Ling or Vaness liaoz! yay! so today in curch got the duno wad amazing race easter edition..which was so lame! man!!! i saw some old frens at church today coz the go sunday church onli 2day...i THINK i like another gurl..but rite now im not gona say anything..

2006-04-14T04:33:00.000-07:00

today is Good Friday!

haahz today i woke up 6.30! i auto wake up! no alarm..then i sl3p again, then, woke up at 7 plus...sleep again, wake up at 8.30..haiz..i guess im used to skool life...then i woke up n playyyyy like siao...but i play without internet...lol coz my stupid com got connection prob...then i called my uncle n in the end i reboot my com...-.-lol then actually supposed to watch movie...but didnt go coz i duno ma frz frenz..lol! den later whn my fren finished his movie...he came ma home..lol..he n some of his fren lah..we play like siao!! at first play PDZ then play DOA 4..shiok man...den now my fathers frenz all at my home..lol

2006-04-13T03:31:00.000-07:00

13 April

lol i 4got to update again....ok..yesterday something hilarious happened...my class's sleeper wen qian forgot to do his work....then my teacher told him to sit outside..then whn my teacher went to take a look at him...HE WAS SLEEPIN! ahaahahahaah!!!!!!!ahahaahah!!!! then yesterday i went dental to tighted my braces...then..guess what....Vanessa called me...twice...then whn i was done..i called her coz i was doin my braces couldnt pick up e fone...i called her nine times!!! lol!! ahahahahh!!!! then whn she finally picked up..we onli talked for 30 seconds! lol!

ok then today i went to skool almost late again...o yea n yesterday i fell dwn too...i was WALKING!!! lol!!! i fell dwn with onli a few scratches...then whhn i looked again..it was so bloddy...woa...ok...so today... i went to recess again..20min...i fell dwn again! n my wound juz opened more!...lol
den at BS today i didnt see Vaness. i took bus 32 in da end...then whn i reached home i realised Vaness might hav went to the BS at great world...haiz shouldve gone there...

2006-04-11T05:03:00.000-07:00

Today...i went skool almost late again...haiz...now i really dun like ling yi lah....i really really dunt...haiz...ok i wun talk abt her le lah...lol today aft skool n aft supplementary, i took 195, looking arnd i could onli see Felica n my other frenz, vanessa was nt there neither was ling. then as i sat in bus 195, the bus stopped at the great world city stop and i saw a familiar face...guess who? Vanessa...i tot she was comin up...but den she went t bus 16 tt was behind..heng ah...den whn i reached my stop, me n vanesa got off,then i foled her dwn to da MRT as i needed to top up my EZ-link card...then i SMSed Vanessa to tell her tt i was behind her...n instead of SMSing me..she called me! omg! she sounded so different from P4...she asked if i was goin on9 later but till now she hasnt been on9...haiz...

2006-04-10T04:35:00.000-07:00

April 10

Ive made up my mind...Im giving up on Ling Yi...i have a feeling....if i hold on to her...it'll only worsen my relationship between me n bc...im gonna forget that ever happened...Love is like a roller coaster...it is full of ups and downs, twist and turns...some of them can cause you to fly off...meaning give up...i really shouldnt get involved too much...the consequences might affect the rest of my life...the consequences will be greater then if i get involved at an older age...

ok...last night i forgot to set my alarm clock as i fell asleep on the couch while watching TV..lol..then my maid forgot to wake me up n onli woke me up at 7 oclock..luckyily i manged to rush to school n reach my assembly area 3 mins be4 the national anthem... the moment i entered my class(assembly area) i sat down to see a few ppl staring at me... i realised later tt they tot my hairstyle was weird...coz i cut it the day be4. then i tot..how am i going to face the gurls who admirer me?! i was thinkin wad to do whn i got the idea of always touching my hair...so if someone saw me, i could say my hair was lidat coz i was trying to cange it...so i did..haha! i worked..no one stared at me! now i gota think what to do again...for tomorw...haiz... n i noticed...my love feelings only circulate arnd Ling Yi n Vanessa...speaking of vanessa, 2day whn i got back home i SMSed vanessa...she replied! fianlly! o n btw last nigh she was on9 n i chatted with her...then she asked me whn i would b on9 n maybe she would go on9. now im thinkin..does she like me? im not sure...can anyone answer that? o and fyi..last night she was on9 for the 3rd time but the 1st time i managed to talk to her

2006-04-09T01:59:00.000-07:00

ok..............2day...i woke up...in my mind...what happened the last few days never happened...i 4got about ling yi...i SMSed Felicia...then i went to church...at church, after worship, i checked my phone, i saw i had an SMS i tot it was frm Felicia, but it was frm Ling Yi, she said, good morning, what are you doing? i replied, in church. u? then later when she didnt reply...i duno y...but i juz wanted her to reply...so she finaly did...whn i got home...be4 i went on9, Ling Yi kept SMSing me...then when i turned on the com n went on9, she SMSed me and asked me if i was on9, then she went on9, i SMSed her tt i waqs on9, but she said she couldnt see me, as i was abt to send her an instant msg, she sent me 1, she said, oh,hi. then i told felicia...she said tt Ling Yi likes me n BC n shes trying to get me to like her...that way, whn she chooses, she wont get rejected... then, suddenyl, i felt a feeling, the feeling when i liked ling yi, then i discovered i still liked her...this is my last try...if i fail...i wont get involved again..

2006-04-08T04:17:00.000-07:00

Nothing Works Out The Way You Want It To...
Start All Over Again...The Past Has To be Forgotten...True Love Is Only A Fairy Tale

What the point of likeing sumone if that person causes you and ur freind's relationship to b broken? becoz of tt person...i had a arguement with one of my close frens...this...is really complicated...love is really c0mpl1c4t3d...now i think back...why is there love? ths really sux...now i think i shall choose not to like anyone..since love causes this relationship problem between me and my friends...True Love Is Only A Fairy Tale...The Past MUST Be Forgotten..Ill Start All Over Again...this never happened........................my last post WAS never written

2006-04-07T03:31:00.000-07:00

Yes!!!!!! i feel full of hope again!!!!! thx to Felicia... 2 days ago...Samuel said tt ling yi say tt i no chance with er...i felt depressed...den yester nite Felicia say wan tell me sumthing..t nvr..so today she tell me..at first i tot it would b abt Vanessa...but it was abt LY...it seems that yesterday....i was walking past the place in am skool where all buses stopped..i was looking for the bus Ling sat...as i walked..i saw it...she was sanding there...i stared at her n she stared at me 2! den in the bus...Felicia told me....Davina...Ling Yi's best fren...shouted
LINGYI!!UR BOYFRIEND GORDON IS WAITING FOR U LEH!!!QUICK GO DOWN AND FIND HIM!!!...then Hearing that Felicia followed...
YA LOR LINGYI GORDON WAITING FOR U LAH
QUIKLY GO DOWN THE BUS AND CHASE AFTER HIM!
Felicia told me juz now...i feel so happy n full of hope again!!! Thanks A Million Felicia! I wun Give Up Ling Yi!!!!
The foloing iz waht Felica Said to me
im gonna take bus 32 from now on iz felicia..
the other iz me

im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
u noe on...
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
erm..
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
hurry up lah
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
i think thurs or wad lah
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
in the morning

You have just sent a Nudge!

im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
u were at the place where the bus is always at rttie?
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
in the morning
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
rite???
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
yea
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
RITE ANOT???
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
yes
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
den
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
in the bus
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
was lingyi behind my sit rite?
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
erm
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
i duno
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
seat*
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
u were satring at her lah
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
dun lie
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
i saw u
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
...
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
stare at her soi long
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
ya lah ya lah
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
-_-
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
hehe
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
den
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
u noe wad davina shout?
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
?
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
she go say
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
LINGYI!!UR BOYFRIEND GORDON IS WAITING FOR U LEH!!!QUICK GO DOWN AND FIND HIM!!!
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
i cn see this is gona b bad
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
and den
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
lingyi blushed a lil
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
..
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
expected dat
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
SHE BLUSHED!!!!
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
tt shows
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
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im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
she likes u lor
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
yay!
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
happie?
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
now i duno leh
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
everyone say she say i no chance lol
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
duno true or not
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
how she blush?
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
like pinky pinky lor
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
den i also say
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
i also shout same thing
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
i say
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
YA LOR LINGYI GORDON WAITING FOR U LAH
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
QUIKLY GO DOWN THE BUS AND CHASE AFTER HIM
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
den she like..
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
stop it lah...
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
den she blush lor
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
u sure hav chance de lah
im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
hav faith in urself
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
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You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
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im gonna take bus 32 from now on says:
like last time
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
thx
You Will Always Have A Place In My Heart, You Will Always be The Spark, every tear we've shed, theres nothing we cant overcome! says:
thxthx

2006-04-05T02:38:00.000-07:00

ok...i didn update 4 so long...i 4got....lol

ok..2day got to go Moral Welfare Home..a.k.a old folks home..over there..some of the old folks like got mental condition...sad...wonder why their children dun wan them? i wun do dat to ma mum... n i hate to say this but..some of the people there are retards...one of em suddenly took my hand and started touching it...lukily i pulled away...if i didnt she would've hugged me! like what she did 2 Sean haaha!. everyone say sean 'zhuan dao' lolz!!! and now i completely dun like Vanessa liaoz!!!!!! yay! but i think i like someone else....Ling Yi....n ma frenz are saying she likes me....i duno if it is true..i hope so tho....

2006-03-24T02:21:00.000-08:00

Monday.

2day aft skool gt CCA. at the beginning, we were supposed to run for 10 ROUNDS AROUND THE BSKTBALL COURT!!!! N NO WALKING!!! i was like so tired i could die! then have to shoot 150 hoops!!!!!! impossible? it was done in 1 hr. nth iz impossible

Tuesday

i avoided seeing Vanessa at all cost. i dont noe y. tho i dun like her, i still feel afraid. not thinkin abt her iz the best solution...

Wednesday

I CANT GET VANESSA OUTTA MA MIND!!!! do i still like her? i dont know...

Thursday

My mother's expensive Alovana fish (i duno how to spell) suddenly jumpe outta the tank at 11.30 in the nite. lukily i was there to see the fish...if not i duno wad would hapen!!

Friday

2day i 4got to do ma hw, actually on Thursday... so i go skool n do. i luckily gt do or i die man! teacher scold eveyone else hu nvr do...onlii 12 ppl gt do! i i didnt do, i surely kana blue form coz im prefect. then 2day hav to go general office cnt go recess coz i yesterday 4 got to bring ma remedial form...on the way, i say Ling Yi n Vera talkin...they were actually enemies on monday lol! n now they were talkin to each other again! my prayer did come thru... n whn i got back home, i found out the Alovana fish died...sad...i liked to feed it, i loved the fish...n now it died...sigh...

2006-03-21T03:27:00.000-08:00

Tuesday

Sigh...i think i dont like Vanessa Leong Jia Hui already...thou whn i am near her i feel afraid...i feel i dont have feelings for her already...im too young! maybe now my love iz puppy love.....the love wont last....if possible...i would juz want Vanessa's email n hp no.

today Kenneth hit Annie Tay, the prefect, then my english teacher Miss.Ying(we call her Miss.ing) saw him n call him to go infront, that was the beginning. After that she found out the reason for him hitting annie, annie had sent out a email saying tha the liked Jia Wen, then which i had recieved, n then miss ying spoke to annie. n now i the Discipline master said they will b serverly pu ished, whic means annie wont b a prefect anymore....my sorta worst enemy got punished, should i b happy?

2006-03-19T03:01:00.000-08:00

lol..2day i finally told ling yi i used to like her...but den she told me Vera had told ehr long ago...o im gona kill Vera....anywayz 2day went to church, bu ti didnt see Ian my best church fren, then aft worship session, the P6 was walkin to 4th vl den i saw Ian...he was half an hour late! LOL! then aft church i went to eat, aft eat, my dad dropped me off at tiong bahru plaza n i went to look at ma X360 games. then i waited for 45mins be4 ma dad came. he gave me da money n left again...my dad z always busy....sometimes i dont even see him the whole day!!!!

2006-03-17T16:56:00.000-08:00

wa lao now hoiliday iz as if no holiday lor....everyday monday to friday got IT cls.sianz.then i tuesday,wednesday,thursday,friday got tuition....guess this is the P6 life...
yesterday i went 2 skool,Vera said wanted to meet me n ling yi. so i went to wait at bs. (ive never ever talked to ling yi before!) so whn ling yi came i waved at her, but she looked dwn n didnt see me, then when she came down, i juz wrked up the courage to talk to her, n then after that i noticed my heart was beating REAL fast, i dunno y.

2006-03-14T18:51:00.000-08:00

Lost

lol today supposed to go to skool fot IT class so i tok 195, in the end i took da wrong bus lol....took wrong direction..lol..then i called ma father n he told me i took da wrong bus..lol....so i took MRT back to tiong n took another bus from there.. n now im in ma IT class... thank god

2006-03-12T20:43:00.000-08:00

Hi...sorry i didnt post 4 so long..was in hong kong...actuallly now still am...im in da airport in HK now. gonna call ma frenz the moment i reach sg.

Last Thursday
2day iz ma last day of skool coz im gonna go HK on friday...i told ma frenz...n after school they pused n pulled me to vanessa...talking about her..i wonder what will happen if she reads this blog....-_-... back to when they pushed me...ma fren said that everytime a bus came Vanessa would stand n see if it was her bus....anyway..i didnt take her bvus as i usaully did....but i took bus 32 with ma other ffrenz. be4 that..Alvin, my class chairman, borrowed ma handphone, n Jin tiong was snatchin it from him, so alvin juz accidentally swung his arm n his Jin tiong. n jin tiong's mouth had blood n he cried. n on that dday i was supposed to watch movie with Vera n ma life time fren Josiah coz Josiah wanted to meet vera but vera couldnt make it last minute coz her bro would get canning the next day.....................

Saturday
im now in HK disneyland n i find it quite boring as there are less than 10 rides..i onli enjoyed the Space Mountain. aft dat we went to a floatin restarant to eat dinner.lol. den that night i watched DOOM. n that night i coyuldnt sleep...-_- w lao... den on sunday i was at hotel with Celine, my fren playin XBOX360. play till everyone was back coz onli mwe n her was therre n everyone else whent shopping. boy did i enjoy ma self

2006-03-08T01:02:00.000-08:00

Wednesday

sianz...2day go school almost late...den in skool at around 10:55 got stupid talk abt Ukraine or Urkraine aiya i dunno lah...and it was damn sian lor!!!!!!! until da last part where there was the cartoon about Ukraine soccer...the show was so nice that everytime a goal was scored, everyon would cheer even though it was a cartoon! lol!!!!

2006-03-06T22:25:00.000-08:00

Monday

2day got basketball aft basket ball...went home n eat. den went for dentist. aft dentist i asked my mum to gimmi some money to buy cards and she gave it to me without any conditions like she usuallly does...funny... den night time my dad went to take my 360 for me. but 360 needs a transformer to chagne the curent of electricity...n the transformer i ahd didnt have a plug but it had the wires...so my dad got an empty plug and helped me pt the wires in. in the midst of doin it..he dut his own hand....

Now do I realise I have such good Parents who care for me...
To all people who read my blog...Appreciate Your Parents

2006-03-04T22:42:00.000-08:00

XBOX360.........

2day iz saturday..i hav scored okay marks for ma exam n my dad promised to buy me x360. but i tot it hadnt comeout in sg yet...but when ma dad went to Luky Plaza...i realised i was wrong...at this particular shop...i saw a x360 console OMG!!!!!!! n my dad said he was gonna buy it 4 me!!!YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was like couldnt belive my luck! i thank god for letting me have my 360.....

2006-03-02T04:47:00.000-08:00

happiest day of ma life!
2day exmination juz finish....so..iwent home, got chnged and went to eat Sakae Sushi wht ma frenz. o n one more thing...I DON LIKE VERA KOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aft i ate i went up to popular to meet Vera (one of ma fwenz liked Vera) and brought her dwn. when ma fwen saw her...he used his bag n covered his face!!ahahahahaha!!!!!! den aft Vera left...Josiah, my life long best fren, came n wanted to see Vera lol! den i went to watch movie...aft movie went to arcade! play like siao!!!!!! den aft dat went to comicz connection n alvin bought to DM while i bought 1...Alvin didnt get any foiled cards in his 2 packs...bu while alvin was cursing that i would not get any good cards...i got a 15000 attk Billion Dgree Dragon!!!!! SUPER RARE!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

十分，愛。

2006-02-28T23:37:00.000-08:00

lol sry i didnt update past few dayz, was havin exam..actually now still hav lar, but me dad allow me 2 use coz i finish ma revision...

2day i gt ma chinese results...kinda o.k it waz 65/100 i very happy liao lo! coz usually i fail hahaz. well, 2day during recess, i was walkin when alvin suddenly said,"letz go." i said,'go where?' he said,' go assemble' so i went with alvin behind me. den i saw ling Yi...da gurl i used to like...........n suddenly alvin pused me omfg! i almost hit Vera, hu was er best fren, and ling yi...if i didnt resist...but i did and ran awae! hahaz!!! then aft skool, i was abt to go to bus stop when i heard somone call me..my mom...the onli reason she came to mah skool was coz she wanted to see vanessa...but vanesa had alread went to da bs and my mum couldnt c her...den when i reached ma stop..i saw ma mom!!! when i went dwn she asked, which one iz vanessa. i pointed to vanessa and said the gurl with the mom carriing her bag...coz coincidentally her mum was there! lol!

luv sickzzzzz

2006-02-25T05:11:00.000-08:00

Friday

aft school...i took bus...as i was walking to the bus stop..saw Vanessa's head pop outta the buus stop... and it seemed that Vera was talking to er...seein that i was happy...coz if Vera talked to her den Vera muz hav Vanessa's number, email and hp no.!!! YAY!!!!!!! in bus...i sat at a seat facing south...vanessa sat at a seat facing North....so i could see her...and juz as i was abt to take a pic of er...AFREAKING SEC SCHOOL GURL's BAG BLKED MA VEIW!!!!!!omg!!!! I COULDVE PUSHED HER!!!!!AHHH!!!!!

Saturday
woke up in da morning adn called Vera...kept askin her for Vanessa's email...she kept not telling me! ahhh... de in afternoon i had 5hr tuition..... den aft dat i called Vera again to find out she was at tiong bahru market doin her hw coz her mom had a stall there. so i offered to help her with her hw...but ma paretns dun allow!!! coz ma mum tot i liked her and we were in a relationship!!!omg!!!! ill nvr truz ma mum again!!!!! ill nvr tell her anything!!!!!!!! i wont tell ma parents anything fro now on..nth abt school, bout gurls, etc... i realli hate them!!! MAN!!!!!i ahte them..and i regret telling them i wanted to help Veera..shldve told them i wanted to go dwn for a walk and sneak out instead coz tiong market was juz opposite ma home...i really regret it and ill nvr truz ma mu again coz she dun truz me- ive told her hundreds of times i dun like Vera!!!!!she dousnt truz me? FINE!!! i wont truz her!!!!!

L0v3 S12k

2006-02-23T04:12:00.000-08:00

lol...2ady waz a good day!!!

2day got remedial, so i stayed back in school 4 lunch, lol den ling yi came running in to da canteen haha...she den looked behind n shouted 'WOA' lol dat waz one of e few times i heard her voice...
after school i walked to da bus stop but didnt see vanessa...sad, i tot she had left already, so when my 195 bus came, i went in...onli to see vanessa rinning to da bus stop i was kinda sad...but ma fren kept shouting to da bus driver to open da door but to no avail... so, at ma stop, i got out and sat at the staris while waitng for vanessa...im mad arent i? i juz wanted to see her..so when her buz came, she got out, i purposely ran in front of her..haha!!! n ma frenz she likez me!!!i hope so.....

sianz...

2006-02-21T02:25:00.000-08:00

Heyz all..i was wondering if anyone of ya guys readin this noes how to er.get a tagboard... if ya do pls email me @ denel135@hotmail.com

Monday

Lol...today waz a boring day... aft skool got CCA wa kao...during CCA it rained...den coz it was raining we did indoor excersise. WE HAD TO SQUAT AND HOP UP THE WALKWAY!!!!! which iz abt 10m i think. den it was ma turn...it seemed easy but it was hard. i was like tired and couldnt move anymore aft 10 jumps. i felt like..like...i duno...lol... aft dat we had a match(my CCA iz basketball) and the onli the oposing team won iz koz they keep taking the ball when it dropped. like whe they threw the ball and it hit the post butdidnt go in e net, it dropped, then they woud keep takingand throwing til it went in!!!!

Tuesday
Bad day 2day... at assembly area, i took my frends head and turned it to the gurl he liked(Vera, gur from 1st post) and he pintched me! izzint he crazy?! den aft school i saw Vanessa and ma frenz kept shouting to her tha ti liked her!!!!damit!! den aft ma remedial i took bus and ma frenz also kept shouting dat i liked vanessa!!!!omg!!!!i wanna kill them man!!!!

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2006-02-19T06:16:00.000-08:00

1st things 1st....for those of u who noe me in ma school...I DONT LIKE VERA KOH!!!!!!and 4 those of u hu dunoe me...dats the gurl from the 1st post...

well...2day iz sunday but im covering for last week friday..
same thing as usaul... i woke up washed up and went to school, i saw Vera Koh aft i put my bag and went to da canteen. when she saw me she juz looked away, i noticed she looked a little sad, she den turned around and said her leg was pain, her hand too...i asked her y she still came to school and she said it was for the photo taking....she later took out her file, i saw her hand sorta trembling, i could tell she was really in pain, i told her to go home aft the photo taking but i dont know if she did...
aft school...i went to da bus stop and over there...i turned my head to the right and saw...Vanessa the gurl that i now had a crush on. i was sorta shocked. i took out my phone with its camera expecting to take a photo of her...juz den i heard my fren say, " Hey vanessa! Gordon likes u!!!!!!" i shouted back, " oh my gawd!!!!SHUT UP!!!!!!!SHUT UP!" then my other frend said," hey vanessa Gordon wants to take a photo of u." juz when i heard that i quickly kept my fone, and the bus juz arrived, i went up the bus just in time to remeber that Vanessa was taking the same bus...i saw her at the first row and i quickly walked to the back of e bus. throuh out the ride , i was showing off my fone's MP3 player to my frends.
At my stop, I got off first, followed by vanessa. i stopped for a while waiting for vanessa to walk pass. when she did, i watched her walk pass and snapped a shot of her back..useless...i shouldve took a pic of her face...

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2006-02-15T00:10:00.000-08:00

sianz....2day got IPP(In Place Protection,i think). got the drill. kao den when everyone go out , teacher ask us dun run..if iz real one we dun run we die ar! teacher siao...den all p6 hav to rush to e library... sianz. i tot will b squeasy but iz nt lehz surprising. den i hav to go seal up the library book drop. wa lao i sweat like hell lehz! no air con! NO FAN!!!!!!! i couldve sweat to death!!! den aft we seal which took abt 30mins. me n me 2 frenz walked back to e assembly area for my class... i had saw the gurl i like(not the gurl in my 1st post)...her name was Vanessa Leong. i liked her since i was p4. i think she noes i like her...but sadly the gurl wasnt in my class's assembly area. i saw the gurl i once had a crush on...(once again, not gurl in 1st post!) but i didnt care...tho i still felt scared when i am close to her, juz as i was abt to sit down, the teacher called me n me frenz to go haelp again..sianz...wa lao dn i go to the room where they sealing up e windows(the drill was abt chemical leakage) me n me frenz juz stood there with nth to todo. den i walked out juz to go see he gurl i liked or had a crush on now(Vanessa). den i was called in again...as usaul i had nth to do! den i juz waited till they finsihed with the windows then i went back to the assembly area. juz as i was abt to go in..the teacher told em to carry a fan in. i ddi as told. i went in, plugged the fan while my fren plugged his...den is at down and not even five minutes later the drill ended! and all m hard work for 30mins was taken out...ahhh!!!den teacher told us to go to the games hall to sit down..(keeping us back for recess...) coz we juz ddint respond to what the principal said!!!izint it mad?! anyway, we were kept back while the teacher talked about respondint to whatever any teacher said..blah blah blah...then the teacher finally let us go for recess at 10:20...which wsa the time my teacher told the whole class to get back to class coz we it was our punishment!!! but my frenz ddnt care...they went to eat..xcept me n 2 of me frenz dat i usualy talk to(quek jin tiong and tan liang kai) decided that 'hao ren you hao bao' n went back to class to assemble. it appeared that onli the 3 of us n 4 gurls were there. when the teacher came, he looked surprised as to why onli a few of us were there. soon, the ang moh classmate of mine cam ehere and my frend (liang kai) started to quarrel with him, but when my teacher came out he onli saw liang kai quareling and called him to talk t him...soon, my friend cried...-_-
then me and my other frend went to tell the teacher that we didnt eat and the reason..so he let us have 10 mins to eat while the other students had rushed to eat! ahahahah!!!me and my 2 frenz waved at my frenz from the canteen as we ate and they were like so mad! hahaha!!! so iz really true: if u do good deeds u will be given good things! haha!

Love iz C0mpl1c473d

2006-02-14T03:56:00.000-08:00

hi all...diz iz my 1st post on this blog, i have other blogs but i have not posted on em for least 1 year..lol anyway..im hoping to keep posting on this blog everyday, but my exams r comin..i dont think ill be able to do it everyday..maybe on March 3 when my exams r over...anyways..heres my 1st post

sigh...2day i went to watch a movie with my school mate(gurl) n her bro n her bro's fren.i combed my hair and chose a nice shirt to wear, then i left the house. at the underpass, i met my couzin, he aske dme where i was goin n i told him to watch a movie. the moment i arrived at tiong bahru plaza'z mcdonalds(meeting place) i was greeted my my fren'z bro saying i was her bf...-_- im onli 12!!! anyway, i try not to bother abt him and i walk up the escalator with my fren n her bro. den later at the theatre...i was forced to sit nxt to her! well, more like she was forced..lol. anyway half way thru the movie she cried...we were watchin i not stupid too. the story was sad, yes, but i didt cry onli my fren did, thou i dint hear it n didnt noe till she told me. aft e movie, i went to comicz connection. when i came out she was gone...-_-. i msged her n she asked me to call her. i den called her when i was home, she was doin her hw at that time. well, we talked till bout close to 11pm. then her mom almost scolded her n we stopped talking for the day. nxt day, my fren'z bro told some ppl that we watched a movie togheter...n i told my frenz that she cried in the movie..(i told them with no intentionz) n thet was the begining of e rumours... now alot of ppl are saying i like that gurl...some say i like 2, some say i like 3 gurlz...sianz...shouldnt hav told them abt thiz...well if any of u guyz reading me blog watched a movie with a particilur gurl, if u really wana tell someone, tell someone u trust, dont tell someone u noe will spread wha tu ahve told him.